frustration abounds...

so, i got all of my new recording stuff in... and i dont have the right freaking cables...nevertheless (5 pt. word) i will not be deterred. soon, i will figure it out.

other than that its been a very lazy few days away from work. lot's of mario kart and such. its going to be a long summer without everyone here...

school starts in a week, i got purged again...one day i'll pay that darn tuition on time.

its become evident to me that not being gone this summer is going to require me to be very self disciplined to not become lazy and completely spiritually complacent. i need to be challenged.

thats all for now, perhaps more tomorrow...

take two...

well, im not sure i have much to say.

it's been a relaxing few days not having to work, but i know going back on thursday and doing both therapy groups will be crazy. I do miss the clients though, and i frequently catch myself thinking about how they are doing. so, it turns out im not the cold hearted bastard i thought i was i guess. more and more i catch myself worrying about work when im not at work. disconnecting from that place is hard, especially when you put so much of yourself into helping someone else.

i got an update on a new possibility today. we'll see where it goes... i could stand to play a little music these days.

in other news, my recording stuff finally came in and i am missing a cable...sucky.... but, hopefully i can get it all situated soon.

"the burden that they bear is easy to disguise, but hard to recognize, through these afflicted eyes, i am just like them oblivious to pain, content to just pretend as long as i am entertained"

First things first...

so, ive decided to blog...

this is a shocking new turn of events, but i decided it would be a good way to force myself to gather my thoughts and then put them down in some form.

but, as for right now, im exhausted so that will be all...

more to come soon.

-dustin