lost...

"just because im losing
doesnt mean im lost...
doesnt mean i'll stop,
doesnt mean im in a cross.."


ive felt somewhat lost lately, only in a professional sense.

lately, i am not very professionally satisfied. i enjoy what i do but it seems that lately my whole job has become completing paperwork. i don't feel like im actually doing genuine therapy anymore. maybe a little more like i am completing a list of do's and dont's for a some big eye in the sky. i would rather be more client directive and help people in there area of need and trust my instincts to know where a session should go.

i guess i am just frustrated, but i feel as though i cant truly do the kind of therapy that i want to.

i wonder if the grass would be greener somewhere else...then again...what if the grass only appears greener?

id like to see some greener grass.